Day 3 of internship, and I guess it's still going fine! :) I finally did more productive work, and hence I feel slightly more deserving of my $65 pay. My laptop's coming tmr, so yay to internet access. But I'll do my work first definitely!
The notes there are amazing, I wished I had such notes and such awesome teachers when I was studying too. I sat through lectures today, and like they teach stuff I never really knew, and in like much greater depth. I think like stupider people like me will actually benefit from going to 'neighbourhood' JCs, the teachers really put in ALOT more effort. I was really impressed, and in some way, I wished I could go back to JC and work a lot harder for my As.
Everyone in the school is really nice and friendly, I get teachers smiling very sweetly to me all the time in the staff room, and many of them actually bother to make conversation with me. The canteen owners are all very cute, I made friends with them already! Today, the J2s whose class I sat in to observe said BYE MISS NG super happily! It's a small cohort, like they only have 1/3 of our batch, but idk, it's a really warm environment. True, it doesn't have all the sporting achievements/syf achievements or like massive amount of funds, but I think the students have a good time there, and I think there's largely because of the dedicated teachers.
I love r.affles, and sometimes I can't really figure out why too. I love rg, but maybe rj's really not the best place to be studying in when you're not the brightest. You just feel dumber and dumber, and choking in the fumes of smartness and awesomeness.
I had nightmares, bad horrid thoughts about As' again. I feel like dying everytime I think about it, because I cannot imagine anything good. :( :( sigh, everyday, what I expect to see on the results slip just get worse. :( fml